Welcome To The Darkside...

No sense of reason..

Thu, 03 Aug 2006 12:17:50 GMT

It's amazing how anyone can make you happy by doing something special, but only someone special can make you happy without doing anything... :D

When you're in love and you know it's real, everything seems to be more beautiful than it originally was. You feel magic in your stomach instead of butterflies... You hear humming of good tunes in your head that you can't shake, and your heart just melts in you hands like milk chocolate in the summer time...

Love is a gift. And when it's there... Take it. Because someone once told me, "you cannot let the chance of loving him pass you by..."

For FILIPI2

Mon, 12 Jun 2006 11:06:17 GMT

Bakit hindi kailangan iintelektwalisa and wikang Filipino sa course na International Studies Major in European Studies?

Bilang isang Pilipino, masasabi ko na napakadami ang nagawa sa akin na makaintindi at makasalita ng ating wika na Filipino. Madaming kagandahan at kaginhawaan na idulot nito sa aking pagkatao at sa pagiging isang Pilipino. Madali akong maintindihan ng kapwa Pilipino, nakakabasa ako ng mga librong gamit ang Filipino, nakakabilang, at kaya ko ring maipahiwatig ang sarili ko sa paggamit nito. Subalit may hangganan para sakin ang paggamit nito.
Bilang isang mag-aaral naman, hindi ko masyadong magagamit ang ating wikang Filipino sa aking kurso na International Studies Major in European Studies. Masasabi ko na hindi gaano makakatulong sa akin ang wikang Filipino dahil sa madaming rason na hindi ko masyadong mabibigayang atensyon. Subalit, ilan ay maiibibigay ko. Isa na dito ay limitado ang paggamit ko ng wikang Filipino dahil ang pag-aaral ko ay base sa ibang bansa at hindi sa ating bansa. Sa kurso kong ito, kinakailangan namin na mag-aral ng ibang lingwahe maliban ang Ingles at Pilipino; tulad na ng Espanyol at French. Dahil hindi ganoon kalawak ang Filipino kumpara sa Ingles, Espanyol, at French. Para sa akin, magagamit naman ang Filipino sa aking kurso, subalit mahihirapan nga lang ako maintindihan ng ibang tao sa iba't-ibang lugar na aking patutunguhan. Tulad na kung pumunta ako sa France, hindi naman gaano kadami ang mga Pilipino dun kaya't dapat alam ko ang lingwahe nila. Isa sila sa pinakamayan na bansa dito sa mundo, kaya kailangan na kailangan na magkaintindihan kami para umasenso ang ating bansa. Ang International Studies kase ay nagbibigay atensyon sa economiya, kultura at iba pa ng iba't-ibang bansa sa Europa na hindi masyadong natitirhan ng mga Pilipino. Ang punto ko ay, pwedeng-pwede magamit ang Filipino sa aking kurso, subalit konti lang ang makakaintindi saakin sa pag lipas ng panahon hangang sa ako'y nagtratrabaho na. Kung ibang lingwahe ang gamitin ko, mas madami akong mababago at mas madaming makakaintindi at makikinig sa akin mga konsepto o payong makakatulong sa aking trabaho. Hindi talaga kailangan maging intelektwalisa ang wikang Filipino sa aking kurso.
Mahirap para sakin na isipin na hindi ko masyadong magagamit ang ating pambansang wika sa ibang parte ng mundo, lalo na kung dito ka lumaki at nakasanayan mo ng makaintindi at makasalita ng Filipino. Ang Filipino ay nasa puso ko na at mahihirapan akong alisin ito sa aking katawan kase, ang Filipino ay ako. Dito na ako lumaki, dito na ako nakapagaral, at dito ko rin sana gustong bumuo ng pamilya. Mahirap lang isipin na sa aking trabaho, maaaring mahihirapan ako dahil mahirap alisin ang Filipino sa dugo ko.
Ang Filipino at ang Pilipinas ay malaking bahagi ng aking buhay. Kaya masakit na tanggapin na hindi ko masyadong magagamit ang ating wika, subalit siguro sa aking paglaki a pagtayo ng aking sariling pamilya, sisiguraduhin kong ang aking mga anak ay matututo ng Filipino para matutunan nila kunga ano-ano ang mga magagandang nagawa nito para sakin. Sa totoo lang, masayang gamiting ang Filipino. Masarap pakinggan at mas totoo kumpara sa ibang lingwahe. Kaya't lahat ng Pilipino ay dapat palawakin ito sa kanilang mga maliliit na paraan.

Sorry

Wed, 01 Feb 2006 04:19:53 GMT

I'm so sorry if i havent been writing here.. thats cause i use my multiply more.. so if u wanna be updated with my not-so-simple life then just add me there. username: almostbroken.multiply.com

SEE YAH THERE

Wed, 12 Oct 2005 05:33:01 GMT

Here I am listening to the song "More To Life" by Staccie Orrico. (Is that how you spell her name??) Anyway, yeah..There's gotta be more than this. I have to say.

I have this feeling I'm searcing for something that's missing...And I did something very wrong.

Things Could Get So Crazy!!

Fri, 30 Sep 2005 10:25:43 GMT

I met this guy who happens to be a great guy. Hahaha...Kinda redundant. He's nice and pretty hot too. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Fri, 23 Sep 2005 14:30:13 GMT

I am so bored..Haha. But I am too lazy to do anything. All I wanna do is just talk. But there's always no one to talk to when you want to actually talk which is sad. And when I don't wanna talk, thats when people annoy me...Rarr.

And I don't wanna sleep yet..It's too early....

The World Is Cruel

Thu, 22 Sep 2005 13:12:13 GMT

I was on my way home from school and I just had to share this experience to all my friends. So please do read this entry.

...On my way home...I saw a poor lady with her child holding her hand crying. They were leaving the South Cemetary (where Cam is burried), and then I saw the lady's face and my God...The child's mother's lower face was covered with blood! I was looking at her closely now trying to see where it came from, and I didn't know. For sure it wasn't from her nose cause nose bleed wouldn't cause that much blood. This was something worse...And the sad part is...No one was attending to her. Tricycle drivers were there outside waiting for passengers. But no one even went up to the lady and asked if she needed to go to the hospital. I wanted to go down my car and help her...But I had no idea how to...

Could this world possibly be this cruel?

Enough for us not to care?...

THINK ABOUT IT.

Off to Neverland...

Sat, 17 Sep 2005 14:45:28 GMT

Here I was crying because of the amazing way Peter Pan had lived. Yes you got that right, Peter Pan the movie was being shown in HBO...Unfortunately, I had no choice but to watch it and relive the tear for I was madly sick. Oh the cleverness of life really made me feel uneasy.

I watched Peter Pan again as tears fell from my eyes yet again...

I don't know whether or not I should be happy or sad for Peter. Remember, even in the cartoon version, Peter Pan at the end was all alone. He didn't have a family nor Wendy. Wendy did like him back but they were never together. Wendy ended up marrying another guy which I knew would happen. After all, Peter Pan was afraid to feel and to grow up. Wish I could do anything to help him..

...Although...

I do wanna go to NEVERLAND. Wherever it may be...But I too would want to come back...

What do you think?

Sun, 11 Sep 2005 08:07:08 GMT

Today may be one of them boring days but at least I have time to continue on with my novel. Anyway, with one song, my day became great. I love it. It's so amzing... :) And the song is "Once In A Lifetime" by Craig David

Finally

Mon, 05 Sep 2005 05:10:37 GMT

I finally had the gutts to start writting my "novel"..Hahaha. But I still don't know what the title is. But I've already done chapter one. Unfortunately, I don't have a practical goal to it. My novel has two versions, one is the magical version and the other is the real life version. So if you have any suggestions for a title let me know ayt? Peace out!

happy day, happy day!

Sat, 03 Sep 2005 10:36:12 GMT

today i woke up really early just to buy my laptop...and my gosh! im so happy! hahaha such an adventure..hehehe

it's pretty hard to say goodbye...

Sun, 28 Aug 2005 06:29:12 GMT

Last night I went to a long time friend's despedida party. Well, he's not existencially a friend...But I've known him since 7th grade. I even liked him for a time. Yes, you read it right... ~~liked~~.

The party was hot. Joanne, Faye, Melch, and I arrived around 10:00 in the evening. We were inside Ponti (where the party was held) but we couldn't go in cause...Well...We were chicken shit. (Hahaha!) So we waited for Jon (Joanne's boyfriend) who arrived an hour after that. Then we got in and yeah...There weren't so much people so we could practically name each one of the crowd. Then 45 minutes after, the room was packed. And I mean PACKED. Open bar, open food, whatever. It was fun...I guess. It's what I would call 'painful fun'. I was drinking everything available or shoved on to my hand...But I can't help but look at the reflection from the mirror who happen to be him and his girlfriend in the far end of the room. Talking. Just talking. What I would give to be able to talk to him.

But I have given up this fight long time ago. Before he even left for England the first time...Now he's back...And ruining my life again. Is he who I'm waiting for all this time? I keep on asking myself questions which I can't even answer and it's killing me. But I can't help it. This is a fight I know I could not win. SHE's amazing. Absolutely stunning...She's so pretty. And she has a really nice smile. I'm happy for them. I just..Can't help but imagine him...MINE.

But for now...I guess goodbye's the only answer.

Wish I could be the one
The one who could give you love
The kind of love you really need
Wish I could say to you
That I'll always stay with you
But baby that's not me
You need someone willing to give their heart and soul to you
Promise you forever, baby that's something I can't do
Oh I could say that I'll be all you need
But that would be a lie
I know I'd only hurt you
I know I'd only make you cry
I'm not the one you're needing
I love you, goodbye

Leaving someone when you love someone
Is the hardest thing to do
When you love someone as much as I love you

Oh I don't wanna leave you
Baby it tears me up inside
But I'll never be the one you're needing
I love you, goodbye

...my life...til we meet again...for now...I will whisper in your ears these following words:...you have always been in my heart, and when you wanna come back to it...it's gonna be there for you. but if you won't, thanks for making me realize that you are great guy, but there's someone out there better for me than you..."

Sex, Drugs, and Rock and Roll

Thu, 25 Aug 2005 05:15:55 GMT

It's sem-break na! Yehes! I'm excited for our "beach" road trip thingy..Whatever. Haha. There are so many things I wanna right but I'm tired for some strange fucked up reason. SEE YAH.

Mon, 14 Feb 2005 07:31:35 GMT

Yes in the flesh, its me, the muthfukin Pimp
I see some of you playas,
got cha hoes walkin around, and they movin to muthafukin slow
the bitch must got bricks on her muthafukin feet
Well check this out nigga
If you got a crease in ya muthafukin shoes, well ya walkin to much
and you aint no real pimp
man look
i got hoes who drive me around in the deville lac whit the muthafukin wheel on the back
and bitch im kickin my gators off
whit my feet on the mink mutha fukin rug
ya understand?
and ya got to understand this pimpin is real
ya dig
nigga i eat sleep and breath pussy muthafuka
fuck the stock market
im down whit the cock market
ya dig?
niggas talkin bout dis a drought
nigga it aint no drought
im bringin them hoes in
and im bringin them hoes out
bitch ya need to be all you can be
but this aint the U.S. Navy
Bitch this the U.S pay me
i got 22 bitches coast to coast bring me 10 cent a muthafukin week, lets do the math thats 10 G's times 52, thats over a
half a million dollars a year.

BITCH 'CUM HERRE!!

Sun, 23 Jan 2005 02:46:01 GMT

Hey! Wassap? It's me Dee and I'd like to ask you a huge favor. You see, I'm one of the 4 finalists of Campus Idol this coming February 5, 2005 and I'd like you to be there to support me and with that you could help me win - not just me but also the charity I'm representing (Fr. Mena Foundation - for the Aitas). You being there would mean so much to me, and we need text votes!!! Hehe. Kaya bring ALL and I mean "ALL" your friends!!!!! That would be 50% of the winning tally. *Wink!*

WHEN: Feb 5
TIME: There would be a fashion show, battle, of the bands, and alot more before us but the show itself will start at 9:00pm.
WHERE: Xavier Gym (It's gonna be in their fair.)

Please go. Please. I BEG YOU! Haha. :P If you got anymore questions, just text me. 0917-8150378.

Thank you oh so much!!!
PEACE OUT!

-Dia Pineda

Note: Please post this in your bulletin board too. I need all the help I could get.

Speechless

Wed, 12 Jan 2005 08:46:39 GMT

Daym...I haven't been updating my journal and checking other people'sa entry. because there's something wrong with my damn computer. i miss my besh.

Sat, 01 Jan 2005 10:14:31 GMT

Ok. So I just bought Alicia Key's CD yesterday afternoon. (Yeah yeah...Get weird on me if u want. So what if I just bought it yesterday huh?) And one song just hit me really hard. And when I was listening to it...I remembered ~~Duncan.~~ Especially the bold parts. Break it down.

Lay your head on my pillow
Here you can be yourself
No one has to know what you are feelin'
No one but me and you

I wont tell your secrets
Your secrets are safe with me
I will keep your secrets
Just think of me as the pages in your diary

I feel such a connection
Even when you're far away
Oooh baby if there is anything that you fear
Call 489 4608 and I'll be here

I won't tell your secrets
Your secrets are safe with me
I will keep your secrets
Just think of me as the pages in your diary

Only we know what is talked about, baby boy
Don't know how you could be driving me so crazy
When you're in town
Why don't you come around
I'll be the loyalty you need
You can trust me

Well, actually the whole songs IT. But there. It's "Diary" by Alicia Keys...

Christmas...

Sun, 19 Dec 2004 05:10:51 GMT

I'm gonna make this Christmas the best for me.

This past year has been really hard, exciting, lazy, and rough all at the same time. And I have learned so much I thank God for it.

Though it may have hurt me, You made me stronger by doing so.

A year has passed, and another year shall come...

...Now I wonder what's instore for me next...

Now that I'm 18 and a grown-up. And now I know the things I KNOW...there's only one thing I wish for...I'm not being cheesy or anything like that...I'm serious. Straight from my heart...

[note: imagine me singing this song... :) then ud know how much it means to me for this to come true. please u pray for it too..]

Do you remember me
I sat upon your knee
I wrote to you
With childhood fantasies

Well, I'm all grown up now
And still need help somehow
I'm not a child
But my heart still can dream

So here's my lifelong wish
My grown up christmas list
Not for myself
But for a world in need

No more lives torn apart
That wars would never start
and wars would never start
And time would heal all hearts
And everyone would have a friend
And right would always win
And love would never end
This is my grown up christmas list

As children we believed
The grandest sight to see
Was something lovely
Wrapped beneath our tree

Well heaven surely knows
That packages and bows
Can never heal
A hurting human soul

No more lives torn apart
That wars would never start
And time would heal all hearts
And everyone would have a friend
And right would always win
And love would never end
This is my grown up christmas list

What is this illusion called the innocence of youth
Maybe only in our blind belief can we ever find the truth
(there'd be)

No more lives torn apart
That wars would never start
And time would heal all hearts
And everyone would have a friend
And right would always win
And love would never end, oh
This is my grown up christmas list

This is my grown up christmas list

Sun, 12 Dec 2004 03:31:05 GMT

i dont wanna study.

i hate it.

"sometimes, even to lie is an act ot courage."

Thu, 25 Nov 2004 02:45:25 GMT

Bored? ((Over 100 questions))
Created by xSwtLilAngel666x and taken 49762 times on bzoink!
[x] Part 1 -- The Basics [x]
What's your name? ::	diana maria natalia domingo pineda
Birthplace ::	i'm not sure...
Age ::	i'm turning 18 this december 1
Age you act ::	older...probably around 19 or 20.
Current location ::	greenhills
Eye color ::	gray... wink!
Hair color ::	light brown naturally, but now it's like jet black.
Right, lefty or ambidextrous? ::	right
Zodiac sign? ::	sagittarius
Height? ::	around 5'5"
[x] Part 2 -- Describe... [x]
Your heritage/nationality ::	spanish - filipino >>> my mom's spanish and mah dad's half something too. just haven't asked him. probably later. or whenever i see him.
Your hair ::	long and layered. really nice. :) i'm happy with my hair.
Your fears ::	i fear heights...i mean when you stay there for a long time and there's no where to go but down. and no where to look at but down aswell.
Your perfect room ::	very artistic and full of color. something different.
What you practically do in a day ::	alot. haha...school, drama practice, choir practice, band, etc.
[x] Part 3 -- What is/are... [x]
Words you overuse ::	pokengina...heheh..
Phrases you overuse ::	what do you mean?
Your first thought when you wake up ::	...adam...
Your greatest accomplishment ::	being myself and being true with what i want. having dreams and being able to make them come true with my own power and will.
Something you want to do ::	i wanna make movies and sing in really big stadiums.
[x] Part 4 -- This or that [x]
Pepsi or Coke ::	coke
McDonald's or Burger Kings ::	mcdonald's
Britney Spears or Christina Aguilera ::	christina aguilera
Chocolate or vanilla ::	vanilla
Adidas or Nike ::	adidas
Black or white ::	black
Bills or Coins ((Think $$$)) ::	bills...uh duh.
Burgers or hot dogs ::	burgers
Egypt or France ::	egypt
Rock or rap ::	rap
[x] Part 5 -- Do you...[x]
Smoke ::	sometimes...depends who i'm with and my feelings.
Cuss ::	yeah...alot
Sing well ::	i can sing...
Sing in the shower ::	yeah...hehehe. but not often.
Talk to yourself --a lot-- ::	yes. im guilty of this.
Believe in yourself ::	alot. cause no one else will...
Like taking these longass surveys? ::	uhuh.
Play an instrument ::	yeah...3.
Want to go to college? ::	of course! i aint stupid.
Want to get married? ::	yeah...
Want to have children? ::	yup.
Think you're a health freak? ::	no...hell no.
Get along with your parents ::	no.
Get along with your siblings? ::	no.
Think you're popular ::	honestly, depends on how you put popular...
[x] Part 6 -- In the past month have you..[x]
Gone out of state ::	no
Drank alchohal ::	yeah...last week.
Smoke ::	yeah.
Get high ::	no. but i wanted to.
Done any drugs ::	nope.
Eaten an entire box of oreos ::	hahaha...that didn't even cross my mind.
Been on stage ::	yeah.
Gone skinny dipping ::	nope. let's see...later maybe.
Been dumped ::	no.
Dyed your hair ::	no.
Stolen anything ::	yeah...hehe.
[x] Part 7 -- Your friends! =D [x]
Craziest ::	joanne!!! (miss u baby!)
Loudest ::	M.J.
Most shy ::	...wala yata eh...
Blondest ::	me... :D
Smartest ::	rina
Kindest ::	bea lesacaa
Best personality ::	...hmmmm...that's hard...
Most talented ::	duncan, ice, and jay d
Best singer ::	vince
Most ghetto ::	vince and artstrong
Drama Queen ((or King XP)) ::	jmasta and patch
Pain in the ass ::	jonald
The one you just want to strangle to death ((Homer Simpson style))::	...sarah...
Funniest ::	rizza!!
Best person for advice ::	kathleen
Dependable ::	kathleen and joanne
Trustworthy ::	joanne and dana
Druggie ::	hmmmm...AHEHEHEHEHE.
Most likely to end up in jail ::	me.
Person you've known the longest ::	dana and miren
[x] Part 8 -- The Last... [x]
Last dream ::	shit. i forgot. it's in the tip of my tongue.
Last nightmare ::	none...
Car ride ::	yesterday. home from shang and galle.
Last time you cried ::	2days ago...drama...
Last movie seen ::	bcuz of you
Last movie rented ::	i don't rent...
Last book read ::	dante's inferno
Last word said ::	...said...
Last curse word said ::	shit.
Last time you laugh ::	just now. i laugh alot.
Last phone call ::	last night from jinx
Last CD played ::	southborder - episode III
Last song you listened to ::	from MTV - til ya head from nelly and christina aguilera
Last annoyance ::	my mom...as usual.
Last IM ::	i'm hungry...
Last weird encounter ::	this person who macked me in chat...he was asking weird stuff. i think he was wrong grammar.
Last person you hugged ::	my nieces.
Last person you yelled at ::	my mom.
Last time you wore a skirt ::	yesterday.
Last time you've been evil ::	last night...:P
Sarcastic? ::	just now.
Last time you fought with your parents ::	last night...
Last time you wished upon a star ::	a long time ago...when you could see them...
Played Truth or Dare ::	last week..??
Spent quality time alone ::	often...
[x] Part 9 -- I swear this is the last one! -- Randomness [x]
Are you talking to someone on AIM ::	nope...
Do you feel lonely ::	yeah...often
Ever TP'd someone's house ::	nope.
How about egging someone's house ::	huh?
Do you not like dislike not like me? ::	...
Ain't Eminem and 50 Cent just fine? ::	yeah!!!
Yo Momma ::	hey..
Ever been so hungry you felt like you could eat the person next to you? ::	yeah...once.
What do you think of George Bush? ::	he sucks.
Any secret fetishes? ::	cars...modelling...
Do you like to wear chains? O_o ::	nope.
How many languages do you speak? ::	3
Damn.. are your fingers tired? Cause mine sure are! ::	nope...
Glad this is over? ((Say yes and I'll stalk you =P)) ::	i'll say no then... :P
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Thu, 25 Nov 2004 02:10:36 GMT

Regina George

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Sun, 21 Nov 2004 05:29:49 GMT

southborder's album is now platinum. congats boys! good job... :D

hmmmm...

yaman mo na duncs! libre naman diyan!!

damn...

Wed, 27 Oct 2004 04:10:20 GMT

i wanna be somebody...

i wanna be a singer...help me naman oh! anyone.

Hmmm...

Tue, 14 Sep 2004 08:40:49 GMT

"Make yourself happy. Because no one else will do that for you."

Striking huh? That quote made me realize that there IS more to life than chasing every temporary high to satisfy yourself.(according to Stacie Orrico's song) There are so many things I want but so little things I need. Sometimes the things we want become things we need because of our ~~DESIRES~~. Our desires are inlimited and infinite. There's no definite desire. Just plain...WANTS. Do you even get me? Well whatever. Hehe.

Tom I have to stay in school 'til 6pm and I owe Carla V P300 because The Drama Club fines us P100 if we don't pay at the time we're suppose to...Grabeh noh?! Ang mahal when you realize it. My mum's gonna kill me if she finds out so I'm just gonna use my allowance to pay it. (That's 2 days of not eating just for Drama FYI)

Hay naku! Feeling ko ang dami kong kailangang gawin...
-Study for CL and read the FIL and ECO thingie
-Develop pics for my debut
-Talk to my mum bout shit
-Etc etc etc..

But it's all good. As long as I got my "baby" on my side! *wink!* Actually this guy has a girlfriend already. I just really admire him and all. Doesn't really matter if he doesn't like me back (for sure he won't) I'm just really fond of him. :) Hope I see him this Saturday!! Peace out!

pure shores

Sun, 12 Sep 2004 03:14:46 GMT

I need to get away from the insanity bestowed upon me. I need a vacation...I want summer back so bad...I think I'm gonna cry. -tear-

I have a major headache right now. Probably from the lack of sleep. I was out bar-hopping last night with some of mah friends. (Denise, Mj, Cristina, and Joanne) First we went to Greenbelt to eat then we went to Club 5. Club 5 was strangely empty that night. Probably because everyone else is in Malate or something. So at around 12:45 we decided to go to Static. That's in Timog. So when we got there...The fun started! Everyone was dancing their asses off...Hahaha. Literally. And people were making out and shit. The crowd there in Static wasn't that bad. Probably 50% jologs and 50% not. You just really have to look... :) Jake Cuenca was there with his chick (I guess..) He still looks good. But not really my type now. And Vandolph was there with his G-girl chick too. Made me think...When will I have a boyfriend again? (I wonder...)

He's comming back to me. I feel it. And I'm trying to block it out but it's just so strong. I've been having consecutive dreams about him...And man I didn't ask for it. If I had an opinion I would choose not to even talk about him...I guess I really do miss him. Enough to drive me nuts this morning. I wanna see him. I will see him.