It's amazing how anyone can make you happy by doing something special, but only someone special can make you happy without doing anything... :D

When you're in love and you know it's real, everything seems to be more beautiful than it originally was. You feel magic in your stomach instead of butterflies... You hear humming of good tunes in your head that you can't shake, and your heart just melts in you hands like milk chocolate in the summer time...

Love is a gift. And when it's there... Take it. Because someone once told me, "you cannot let the chance of loving him pass you by..."

Bakit hindi kailangan iintelektwalisa and wikang Filipino sa course na International Studies Major in European Studies?

Bilang isang Pilipino, masasabi ko na napakadami ang nagawa sa akin na makaintindi at makasalita ng ating wika na Filipino. Madaming kagandahan at kaginhawaan na idulot nito sa aking pagkatao at sa pagiging isang Pilipino. Madali akong maintindihan ng kapwa Pilipino, nakakabasa ako ng mga librong gamit ang Filipino, nakakabilang, at kaya ko ring maipahiwatig ang sarili ko sa paggamit nito. Subalit may hangganan para sakin ang paggamit nito.
Bilang isang mag-aaral naman, hindi ko masyadong magagamit ang ating wikang Filipino sa aking kurso na International Studies Major in European Studies. Masasabi ko na hindi gaano makakatulong sa akin ang wikang Filipino dahil sa madaming rason na hindi ko masyadong mabibigayang atensyon. Subalit, ilan ay maiibibigay ko. Isa na dito ay limitado ang paggamit ko ng wikang Filipino dahil ang pag-aaral ko ay base sa ibang bansa at hindi sa ating bansa. Sa kurso kong ito, kinakailangan namin na mag-aral ng ibang lingwahe maliban ang Ingles at Pilipino; tulad na ng Espanyol at French. Dahil hindi ganoon kalawak ang Filipino kumpara sa Ingles, Espanyol, at French. Para sa akin, magagamit naman ang Filipino sa aking kurso, subalit mahihirapan nga lang ako maintindihan ng ibang tao sa iba't-ibang lugar na aking patutunguhan. Tulad na kung pumunta ako sa France, hindi naman gaano kadami ang mga Pilipino dun kaya't dapat alam ko ang lingwahe nila. Isa sila sa pinakamayan na bansa dito sa mundo, kaya kailangan na kailangan na magkaintindihan kami para umasenso ang ating bansa. Ang International Studies kase ay nagbibigay atensyon sa economiya, kultura at iba pa ng iba't-ibang bansa sa Europa na hindi masyadong natitirhan ng mga Pilipino. Ang punto ko ay, pwedeng-pwede magamit ang Filipino sa aking kurso, subalit konti lang ang makakaintindi saakin sa pag lipas ng panahon hangang sa ako'y nagtratrabaho na. Kung ibang lingwahe ang gamitin ko, mas madami akong mababago at mas madaming makakaintindi at makikinig sa akin mga konsepto o payong makakatulong sa aking trabaho. Hindi talaga kailangan maging intelektwalisa ang wikang Filipino sa aking kurso.
Mahirap para sakin na isipin na hindi ko masyadong magagamit ang ating pambansang wika sa ibang parte ng mundo, lalo na kung dito ka lumaki at nakasanayan mo ng makaintindi at makasalita ng Filipino. Ang Filipino ay nasa puso ko na at mahihirapan akong alisin ito sa aking katawan kase, ang Filipino ay ako. Dito na ako lumaki, dito na ako nakapagaral, at dito ko rin sana gustong bumuo ng pamilya. Mahirap lang isipin na sa aking trabaho, maaaring mahihirapan ako dahil mahirap alisin ang Filipino sa dugo ko.
Ang Filipino at ang Pilipinas ay malaking bahagi ng aking buhay. Kaya masakit na tanggapin na hindi ko masyadong magagamit ang ating wika, subalit siguro sa aking paglaki a pagtayo ng aking sariling pamilya, sisiguraduhin kong ang aking mga anak ay matututo ng Filipino para matutunan nila kunga ano-ano ang mga magagandang nagawa nito para sakin. Sa totoo lang, masayang gamiting ang Filipino. Masarap pakinggan at mas totoo kumpara sa ibang lingwahe. Kaya't lahat ng Pilipino ay dapat palawakin ito sa kanilang mga maliliit na paraan.

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Here I am listening to the song "More To Life" by Staccie Orrico. (Is that how you spell her name??) Anyway, yeah..There's gotta be more than this. I have to say.

I have this feeling I'm searcing for something that's missing...And I did something very wrong.

I met this guy who happens to be a great guy. Hahaha...Kinda redundant. He's nice and pretty hot too. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

I am so bored..Haha. But I am too lazy to do anything. All I wanna do is just talk. But there's always no one to talk to when you want to actually talk which is sad. And when I don't wanna talk, thats when people annoy me...Rarr.

And I don't wanna sleep yet..It's too early....

I was on my way home from school and I just had to share this experience to all my friends. So please do read this entry.

...On my way home...I saw a poor lady with her child holding her hand crying. They were leaving the South Cemetary (where Cam is burried), and then I saw the lady's face and my God...The child's mother's lower face was covered with blood! I was looking at her closely now trying to see where it came from, and I didn't know. For sure it wasn't from her nose cause nose bleed wouldn't cause that much blood. This was something worse...And the sad part is...No one was attending to her. Tricycle drivers were there outside waiting for passengers. But no one even went up to the lady and asked if she needed to go to the hospital. I wanted to go down my car and help her...But I had no idea how to...

Could this world possibly be this cruel?

Enough for us not to care?...

THINK ABOUT IT.

Here I was crying because of the amazing way Peter Pan had lived. Yes you got that right, Peter Pan the movie was being shown in HBO...Unfortunately, I had no choice but to watch it and relive the tear for I was madly sick. Oh the cleverness of life really made me feel uneasy.

I watched Peter Pan again as tears fell from my eyes yet again...

I don't know whether or not I should be happy or sad for Peter. Remember, even in the cartoon version, Peter Pan at the end was all alone. He didn't have a family nor Wendy. Wendy did like him back but they were never together. Wendy ended up marrying another guy which I knew would happen. After all, Peter Pan was afraid to feel and to grow up. Wish I could do anything to help him..

...Although...

I do wanna go to NEVERLAND. Wherever it may be...But I too would want to come back...

What do you think?

Today may be one of them boring days but at least I have time to continue on with my novel. Anyway, with one song, my day became great. I love it. It's so amzing... :) And the song is "Once In A Lifetime" by Craig David

I finally had the gutts to start writting my "novel"..Hahaha. But I still don't know what the title is. But I've already done chapter one. Unfortunately, I don't have a practical goal to it. My novel has two versions, one is the magical version and the other is the real life version. So if you have any suggestions for a title let me know ayt? Peace out!